Hello there, Mr. Riley. He. Right. Yeah. My name is doctor Bedi. I'm the Psychos. Come to see you could GP you see you did? Yes. Come and see a Trick Psychist, cause in you'll be room. Coe and see. Trick Cyclist psychiatrist. Had come see you cause you have time to listen to him. He's not had time to listen to me, you see a. He's a GP doctor he's very clever. Can I just He's not very clever causes Okay. Et get into this, you see, Let me right. Talk about this. He talked this in some time, but then y. Sometimes he doesn't. Can I just clarify why you're here and why I'm here? I'm psycho the emergency clinic today. Right. And your GPs asked me to see. I'm here. Is that right? Well, yeah, I got to tell you about this. Okay. Yeah. Okay. And this 'cause there's important stuff in there. Really important. Before we start with that, Can I just ask you what would you like me to call you, Mr. Roe? Names Names are games with names that's just stupid. Okay. Call me John. John. Yeah. Okay. What's your name? I'm doctor Betty. No, your proper name. My name is you prop my name. You prop new name is doctor. At work, I'm doctor Bey. You doctor. Doctor doctor Diddley Dadley D. Good day. Watch that's fantastic. Okay. Now, Can I ask you how old are you John? Oh, D as old as a woman you feel, aren't you? Right. Okay. You now wake the man's hearts to his stomach? Oh, yes, f. So how old would that make you soul. Nice bit of soul, yeah. R. No a bit of fish found half hungry. Foo. Any food around here. Wait, down there, you got any food? I'm starving now. They won't be able to get you any food. So perhaps I'll tell you what's about to a minute. Portant you about this. Okay. Tell you all swing. Tell me a bit about this then. Well, this is the work I've been doing. This is really important. It's more cure for cancer. What it is. It's all written down here. It's not written down, it's here and it's books. What I get from the papers is I'll get some clues as to what I'm supposed to do and now I'm supposed to get the other clues so I can hone it down and come up with a fine, John has all of this been going forages. How long have pages now? What I've been up a week a week. But this week, I've been working really hard. Be going longer than a week, but I've been working really hard for this week. Because numbers you have to find out. I'm right thinking you normally do a different job Oh mechanic. You a mechanic. Mechanic. Yeah. Manic mechanic recall. Manic mechanic. Yeah. I was Maeve Mama Dave. Mm Dave, I but show this, and he told me, he told me to go away because it was bonkers. He didn't say go away told me **** off. My goodness. Bonkers, did he? Anyway, he did that. And after, I didn't think he was clever enough. Right. I went to the doctor about it because I thought show him because he's a doctor. Be the university's done stuff. Fish. He really didn't have time. How can you have time to hear about the cure for cancer? Right? You know what I mean? That's why he sent me to you because I talk all about it. Okay. Tell me about it. Okay. Well, I've got me various bits and pieces here and I'll find things in the papers like the football results They need adding together. And then I have to find some other information on this page pages and page numbers. Add those together and take it away from what's on there. Yeah. I'll do that and then find what does that number? Find. I find other things. That number corresponds to numbers I've got on me I me C chart. I've got a big chart on the wall. Right. And I'll find that number and then adds up to something else. It's all there. I mean, that's really good. I'm going to get one of those. That's that's really good. That's as a phone. It does Internet and everything, so I'll be out to find out more stuff. Right. You know that way when I'm out and about. Thes numbers, you see. I'll use those numbers there. Then need adding up and taken away from something. John, when you've done all this with all the numbers and the chart. Where will that leave you? What is it you're headed for? What was cure for cancer? Cure for cancer. Okay. How's that go to work? Well, how it works is God tells me, you know, that, you know, I'm doing a really good job and how great I am and how fantastic is I'm working at this, you know. And I just keep going at it. You know, I don't stop. I don't stop. Okay. Can I just take you back a step. You said God tells you. God tells me. Can you tell me a bit more about that? Well, He tells me. He just talks to me. He talks talks to me tells me I'm doing a really good job not fantastic. God I'm great I have to show this to people. Right. That's why I'm coming to show you. John, when God talks to you? Can I just clarify this with you? Does he talk to you like I'm talking to you with the voice coming through your ears? Or does it feel more does't come through ears comes out your mouth. Voice comes out your mouth and goes in your ears. I'll get you should know that cause you're a doctor as well. You should know these things. Is that how the voice sees? I hear ears hear the hearing. And he talks to me with his mouth cause, you know. So the voice seems to come through your ears rather than inside out cause he's a big blot. He's big. Is a big blow? He's a big blot. Yeah, and he's got big big beard. What's he like then? He's big big beard. Yeah. It called him beard beard once he didn't go right up. Okay. You got the call called him beard beard? I can imagine. Yeah. What kind of sir. You call sic sir. And what kind of things when he's talking to you? What kind of things does he say to you John? He tells me I am fantastic. How great for doing this. You get stuck into this and keep keeping at it, and I should show it to people. Right. What I'll do. I'll come out and I'll show it. Who have you been showing you Stu? Well, Okay. I've sent copies of stuff to the Pope. Right. And the Archbishop of Can of them are written back. You think they would, you know Clo God. They probably know him. They probably met him and stuff, you know, the Pope. He came to meet him. I don't know I would assume that the Pope knows God. You know, ads his telephone mer and everything like that. But, you know then Archbishop Kanu he's just rude 'cause he's not written back right? And there's Toby Blair. Is he written to Tony Blair? Yeah. Yeah, B? What did he? What? Tony? Nothing. I got a let back. Or I didn't even get a letter back from him. I got it back from somebody els. Right. No him. Okay. I could have got lost the post and somebody got by my mistake. But just hoping nobody stole my ideas what it is. Sorry to interrupt. It's John as though this has all been keeping you really busy. Really busy, really busy. Have you been sleeping? No. No time to sleep. No. No time to sleep. When was the last time you had a good night's sleep, would you say? Need it. I need it Is this enthusiasm from God's there energy inside me. You feel as though you've got lots of energy. Yeah. Yeah. And how are the thoughts? Are they going fast? Are you think, the idea. Very intensely. You look at stuff Danny. I mean, there's I got that in the door the other day. There's lots of numbers on there and need adding up and taking away. How are you fing about yourself and your self esteem? How do you feel about yourself as a person at the moment? Fantastic. You feel fan. I feel fantastic cause you God's telling me. I'm doing really, really good job it's all there and it's all Tell me this, John, because I couldn't get it from your GP letter. Have you ever had anything like this before in your life where you felt full of energy and lots of bright ideas? No. This has been going on for so long I can't really remember anything else, you know. And have there ever been any times in your life when you've kind of been the opposite, John? Where you've been a bit down in the dump? No, nothing nothing like that. Nothing. Okay. And what about any family history? Does anyone in your family have? That's just me just me really Well, they're not that really clever. Who's not like clever. Family. Family. You know. That's who I have to come and see doctors and get a place hospitals and things like that. C you feel as though you're more clever than perhaps the people? Well, well, yeah. I certainly clever people work, everything. John, I guess I'm just wondering what might have happened to start all this off for you. Have you any thought yourself? What this on. God. Yeah. God. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. And yeah, I just came one day. Just came. Yeah. I dig notes and connections with numbers and things. Yeah. And it's all there. You just got to find it. I dig deep and look for it. I mean. Okay. How have you been feeling physically in your physical? Any problems there? Fine. Fine. I'm fine I'm fine. Yeah. And have you been taking any prescribed medication or No, nothing answers substances? I just need everything within me now. I don't need anything else? Anything? And you know how you were saying that your mate at work said we Dave. Yeah. He said rude things. He said don't repeat. I kind of suggested that you told you said didn't I? Yeah, you did word. I don't like that. No. No. But it sounded like he thought you weren't very well at the moment. No, I'm fine. What do you think to that? Can we look at this now? 'cause this is what we want to talk about? I've come here to talk about and you see me going off you're really paying attention. Yeah I guess you want to do that now. Can we talk a bit more of this now? Well, I guess before we get back into that, I guess, I want to get back. I want to talk to you about now. Can we talk about it now, please? I guess, John. What I'm wondering is whether this might be a sign that you're not very well at the moment. No, I'm fine. I want to talk about it. You seem to want to change the subject. So I don't want to talk to you anymore. I've had enough of you and I've had enough of being here. I want to talk to somebody else. I want to talk to the boss. I want to talk to your boss. Where's your boss? John, I am the boss. You're you're a shot. Boss, and I want to talk to somebody else. There must be somebody else I can talk to. There isn't. I want to talk to the dead man. I'm fed up we talk to A Rag. I want to talk to the engineer. No more monkeys. The organ grinder for me. I want to talk to the top man. Top boss, top cat. That's when I talk to top cat. Top cat, top cat. Yeah.
pressured speech and psychosis during a manic episode
From Alex Burt October 2nd, 2020
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